Shouldn’t I?

Shouldn’t I?

Shouldn’t I be over this by now.   Shouldn’t I?   Shouldn’t I be done with crying, With fearing every bodies lying.   With walking past mirrors with disgust, Before questioning on who to trust.   With focusing on one’s frame, By letting the thoughts rule my brain.   Shouldn’t I be over this by [...]

Struggling.

Struggling.

I wrote this little poem because today has been a struggle, body dysmorphia  has been acting up in very unkind ways, and I challenged the eating disorder despite it. Overall I know challenging the eating disorder is the only way to get rid of it, but immediately after you challenge it, thoughts aren't that friendly, [...]

New Year 2019!

New Year 2019!

HELLO 2019!! Ok so I know I haven’t posted in forever and I’m so sorry that I haven’t! Things have been pretty crazy lately with the holiday season and I also took a trip to the U.K. to visit family, so I haven’t been on the blogging ball as of late. Don’t worry though, because [...]

Not just a meal

Not just a meal

The other night I went out with my family for a nice dinner to celebrate my Dad’s birthday. We went to a lovely Italian restaurant which has truly excellent food, and probably the best chocolate cake I’ve ever eaten! I had such a lovely time, I ordered a cocktail, had the yummy starter bread, ate [...]

My Tattoo

My Tattoo

Finally got the tattoo of my dreams last week on October 5, the two year anniversary I was released from impatient treatment! This tattoo is really symbolic to my recovery journey, the Lotus flower was the logo of the treatment center I went to in Miami, and not only that but it is a flower [...]