Shouldn’t I?

Shouldn’t I?

Shouldn’t I be over this by now.   Shouldn’t I?   Shouldn’t I be done with crying, With fearing every bodies lying.   With walking past mirrors with disgust, Before questioning on who to trust.   With focusing on one’s frame, By letting the thoughts rule my brain.   Shouldn’t I be over this by [...]

Struggling.

Struggling.

I wrote this little poem because today has been a struggle, body dysmorphia  has been acting up in very unkind ways, and I challenged the eating disorder despite it. Overall I know challenging the eating disorder is the only way to get rid of it, but immediately after you challenge it, thoughts aren't that friendly, [...]

My Tattoo

My Tattoo

Finally got the tattoo of my dreams last week on October 5, the two year anniversary I was released from impatient treatment! This tattoo is really symbolic to my recovery journey, the Lotus flower was the logo of the treatment center I went to in Miami, and not only that but it is a flower [...]