Shouldn’t I?

Shouldn’t I?

Shouldn’t I be over this by now.   Shouldn’t I?   Shouldn’t I be done with crying, With fearing every bodies lying.   With walking past mirrors with disgust, Before questioning on who to trust.   With focusing on one’s frame, By letting the thoughts rule my brain.   Shouldn’t I be over this by [...]

Struggling.

Struggling.

I wrote this little poem because today has been a struggle, body dysmorphia  has been acting up in very unkind ways, and I challenged the eating disorder despite it. Overall I know challenging the eating disorder is the only way to get rid of it, but immediately after you challenge it, thoughts aren't that friendly, [...]

New Year 2019!

New Year 2019!

HELLO 2019!! Ok so I know I haven’t posted in forever and I’m so sorry that I haven’t! Things have been pretty crazy lately with the holiday season and I also took a trip to the U.K. to visit family, so I haven’t been on the blogging ball as of late. Don’t worry though, because [...]

Austin, TX!

Austin, TX!

This past weekend my boyfriend Lundan and I took a long weekend trip to Austin, TX! It was so nice to have a small break to relax and explore Austin. We arrived in Austin Thursday afternoon and checked into are hotel. We stayed at The Line Hotel, which I would definitely recommend, the staff were [...]

Self-care tips for when life gets you stressed

Self-care tips for when life gets you stressed

For me self-care is an important part of my recovery process, it gives me time to relax and try to take my mind off of all the worries going on when I’m stressed out with general life things or sometime recovery (because it is mentally draining constantly battling an eating disorder), self-care really helps me [...]