Shouldn’t I?

Shouldn’t I be over this by now.

 

Shouldn’t I?

 

Shouldn’t I be done with crying,

With fearing every bodies lying.

 

With walking past mirrors with disgust,

Before questioning on who to trust.

 

With focusing on one’s frame,

By letting the thoughts rule my brain.

 

Shouldn’t I be over this by now.

 

Shouldn’t I be done with doubting,

with days filled full of pouting.

 

With compulsions that I must obey,

Or thoughts that just won’t go away.

 

With memories consuming what could have been,

That voice that says I’ve lost my gleam.

 

Shouldn’t I be over this by now.

 

Shouldn’t I?

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