I will never be the girl I was before my eating disorder.

That girl didn’t know her strength,

her Voice,

or her Worth.

She didn’t value the things that should be most importantly valued.

She thought she knew what she wanted, she had it all planned out,

She had to be perfect,

She had to be in control.

She had not unlocked her Inner Warrior.

I will never be the girl I was before my Eating Disorder because that girl hasn’t faced her Demons and made it out of Hell alive, I however have.

I am in tune with my true self,

my likes,

my loves.

I have unlocked the fighter inside of me to overcome the challenges that try to defeat me, I can recognized who I am.

I am strong.

I am courageous.

I am worthy.

I am Kind.

So no, I will never be the girl I used to be, even though I am her and she is me, I different now than I used to be.